“Overwhelming” raw ang pangyayari kay Rustom dahil bago pumunta ng San Francisco ay iba ang kanyang paniniwala.
Dati naniniwala siyang he was a man who was capable of doing everything manly. He can be a husband, have children, will raise a family, and so on, and so forth.
Pero nang mag-meet nga sila ni ‘Jonathan’ nagbago na raw, partly, ang kanyang paniniwala.
BB openly admitted that it was Rustom who texted Jonathan.
Nevertheless, may “guilt feelings” pa rin daw si Rustom dahil siya ay “nagkakasala na sa puso.”
Gusto raw nitong mag-meet na lang sila sa labas, to which sinabi raw ni Jonathan na maghanap na lang ito ng motel.
‘Nagtanga-tangahan’ daw si Rustom at sinabing hindi niya alam kung saan maghahanap.
To which, Jonathan said that the yellow pages was the right source.
Bagama’t naghanap si Rustom ng may bakante, he was praying na sana’y huwag siyang makahanap.
So, around 12:30, Jonathan called para sabihing, ‘On the way na ako, nakahanap ka ba?’
‘Yun daw ang problema, walang vacancy.
Sabi raw ni Jonathan, basta bumaba lang daw siya at tingnan na lang nila kung saan sila makararating.
Pagkasundo ni Jonathan kay Rustom, pumunta silang dalawa sa isang kalyeng puro motel ang naroon.
So, 2:30 ng umaga ay nasa “isang row ng mga motel” sina Jonathan at Rustom.
Kung si Rustom ay kabado, kabaligtaran naman daw ang nakita ni Rustom kay Jonathan.
Wala raw itong inhibitions sa enjoyment.
Once inside the motel room, they removed each other’s shirt, they embraced each other, they caressed each other, they kissed each other. And then Rustom stopped.
Pagkagising nila, nag-umpisa ang pag-uusap nila tungkol sa mga personal na bagay.
Ayon kay BB, umuwi raw sina Rustom at Jonathan noong umagang iyon na peaceful ang pakiramdam ni Rustom.
Pagkatapos ng kanilang intimate moment, hindi na raw nahinto ang pag-uusap nina David at Jonathan.
Hanggang dumating na ang huli nilang pagkikita sa San
Francisco for Jonathan was slated to go back to the
Philippines, while Rustom had to stay for a couple of days more.
Kuwento ni BB, “They saw each other one last time, and this is, I think, the first manifestation that Rustom was really looking at it as a very natural boy-girl relationship because he started the lalaki, the hunter, in him.”
Rustom purportedly started buying a greeting card, writing— how he courts a girl!
Pagkatapos ng tatlo pang araw sa San Francisco, he went to the Philippines.
While at the airport, Jonathan was on his mind.
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